Are you tying water with that rope?

One of our parishioners told me about a recent encounter she had with an Armenian priest. She was talking about the work that we did for Darfur, primarily with the Fast for Darfur. The priest expressed his disappointment that we were not channeling the money to Armenia.

The (il)logic is this: There are so many people in need in Armenia. We’re an Armenian church in the Diaspora; therefore, we should be reaching out to Armenia instead of Darfur.

I’ve heard it before. In times past, I would argue the case of the universality of the Christian message and the need for Armenians to look beyond “our own” in offering help, realizing everyone is “our own.” In a sense, this is what this kind parishioner argued with the priest.

But today, it clicked in my head. This is just another way of passing off responsibility. Fine – let’s not even go in the direction of Darfur. Let’s stick with Armenia. Have you helped someone in Armenia? Have you even offered hope to someone in Armenia? For everyone who criticizes our work in Darfur, they need to look at our track record, whether it’s Mariam who gets treatment as a guest of In His Shoes, or the clothes and toys that we send to the villages of Vanadzor, or the sister churches and Sunday Schools we’ve adopted. So, let’s bring it down to a simple question: what are YOU doing for the people of Armenia?

I find that most of these people who are critical of our work for Darfur and want us to redirect attention to Armenia, are not doing a thing for Armenia themselves. It’s just a lazy person’s argument, revealing their deep prejudice. If you don’t want to do something, you’ll find any excuse you want.

A story from Naseredin Hodja:
Hodja’s neighbor asks him: May I borrow your rope?
Hodja: Sorry, I’m using it to tie up the water in the back yard.
Neighbor: What do you mean? You can’t tie water with a rope.
Hodja: If I don’t want to lend you my rope, I can use any excuse I want.

Easter Appeal for Darfur

“And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away.” – Revelation 21:4
Dear Friends,
It’s finally here. The day we have been waiting for – the day that brings it all together – Easter Sunday on April 24!
Easter Sunday is a day to WITNESS TO THE RESURRECTION of Christ, AND THIS YEAR our witness comes by way of a Resurrected Armenian people. For the past several months we’ve organized events and programs with this day in mind. The “Darkest Day in Modern History” – the beginning of the Armenian Genocide, meets up with the Brightest Day in all of Eternity. And darkness doesn’t stand a chance.
“I am the light of the world. He who follows Me shall not walk in darkness, but have the light of life.” – John 8:12
Part of our unique witness to the Light includes reaching out to the people of Darfur. If you haven’t had a chance to see our video, “Greetings of Hope” please take a look. It was shown in the refugee camps. As I looked at pictures and videos of Darfuri genocide refugees watching this video, I could only think, what if someone had cared about the Armenian people in 1915? The reality is that we can’t change the past, but we can do something about today.
I’m pleased to let you know, just a few hours ago a group of people in Glendale began the “Fast for Darfur.” It is organized by In His Shoes ministries and this year has participants in Argentina, Brazil, Canada, England, Syria and Armenia. The Fast is intended to bring attention to the Genocide in Darfur, to show our solidarity and to raise much needed funds for humanitarian needs in the refugee camps.
If you’re on our In His Shoes mailing list, I know you’ve received letters and information about our fast. This letter is my personal appeal to you at this Holy Easter Season – please be a witness to the resurrection, by donating to the Fast for Darfur. All donations will reach the refugees. We have partnered with Stop Genocide Now (founder Gabriel Stauring was named In His Shoes 2008 Man of the Year) and monitor the refugee camps on an on-going basis through videos and satellite feeds. The money gets there and it helps.
You can securely donate at our website InHisShoes.org or send in a donation to Armenian Church Youth Ministries, 632 W. Stocker St., Glendale, CA 91202. If you’re interested in doing a matching fund, please write me personally at Vazken@inhisshoes.org
Fasting is one of the key ways we heighten our awareness to the pain of others. We’re committed to this fast and ask that you help us by keeping steadfast in your prayers and remembering the people of Darfur with a donation today.
I take this opportunity to wish you all the blessings of the Empty Tomb! May God’s promise of life and love fill your lives today and always.
-Fr. Vazken Movsesian
P.S. Please join us in a victory celebration Sunday morning with a special Easter Sunrise Service – 8:00PDT at our church in Glendale and on the net at Epostle.net (Broadcast tab).

The Priesthood Today

This year, on the Feast of St. Ghevontyantz, I was asked by our Diocesan Primate to answer a few questions regarding the priesthood, as a meditation for our annual clergy retreat. I present them here as a mediation “The Priesthood Today.”

1) How do you understand the priesthood today?

The priesthood for me today and always has been to continue the ministry of the first Priest, Our Lord Jesus Christ. Following His baptism and seclusion in the desert, our Lord enters the church and proclaims His mission:

  • The Spirit of the Lord is on me, because he has anointed me to proclaim good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners and recovery of sight for the blind, to set the oppressed free, to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.” Then he rolled up the scroll… saying to them, “Today this scripture is fulfilled in your hearing.”  (Luke 4:18-21)

 

See below for explanation

The priest today can only continue that same ministry: to proclaim the Good News. The only difference is that today we can broaden the definition of the object of the ministry. For instance, the poor are not merely those with no money, but have nothing – are broke –  in their spirits. The prisoners are all of  us who are enslaved to sin. The blind can’t see the beauty of God’s world even with their eyes wide open and the oppressed are those who seek justice. The priest today is “anointed” for this reason.

2) How do you understand the priest as intermediary between God and humanity?

This is a very dangerous concept to contemplate. My hesitation to dwell too deep is because as human beings we are all tempted by the power of the ego. The ego can bring us down by building up false illusions of power. Therefore, it is important to understand myself, as a priest, as a tool of God and leave the rest to God, to shape, direct, guide and move.

3) How do you understand the formula of the priest “for the people,” that is, how do you understand the social mission of the church?

This is the only true way to understand the priesthood. Everything the priest does is for the people. Look for instance at the sacraments which the priest delivers. Every sacrament has people as its object. It is for the people that the priesthood exists and the social mission is a development of that definition.

Our Lord places it very plainly – love of God is expressed by our love for one another. St. John the Evangelist, reminds us in his First Letter, “We love, because he first loved us. If any one says, ‘I love God,’ and hates his brother, he is a liar; for he who does not love his brother whom he has seen, cannot love God whom he has not seen. And this commandment we have from him, that he who loves God should love his brother also.” (I John 4:19-21)

People are hurting throughout the world. They have always suffered immense pain and discomfort because of the will of others. Christ taught by his example – he reached outside of the comfort level and met, touched, hugged, cured, healed and raised people to life. The priest has to follow this example and raise people to understand Christ’s words, “I came that they may have life and have it abundantly.” (John 10:10) And that abundance is expressed by the priest, when he blesses a home. Along with the water and bread, the priest also blesses salt. It is for life to be filled with flavor. Herein we find the abundance of life that Christ promises. The priest is there for the people. The social mission is at the core of the work of the church.

4) In your experience, as a priest, what have been the most serious calls to battle?

My greatest battle as a priest has been against materialism. It is powerful. It has convinced our people to believe that true wealth is in their pockets and not in their hearts. Along with materialism there is a whole myriad of other battles that equally damage lives, namely indifference, hypocrisy and self-absorption. Each of these keep us away from maximizing our potential as loving and caring individuals. Furthermore, these battles exist on the institutional level as well. We find our church is indifferent to world tragedies such as genocide. We see it hypocritical in preaching one message and practicing another. And it is self-absorbed to the point of not understanding itself in a larger community.

As a priest, one of the greatest battles we all have to fight is to remain contemporary in a quickly changing world. The priest has to speak to the times. The poet Vahan Tekeyan reminds us that the “Armenian Church” is the birthplace of my soul,” but even our birthplaces change. The priest has to be there as a constant in a changing world and at the same time, he has to be able to function in the world today. (Luke 16)

5) As a priest, when you sit with the Lord Jesus Christ, how will you respond when he asks, “Give an accounting of your stewardship?”

There is only one thing I could say, “Lord have mercy.” (Der Voghormia) What else can you possibly say to God? Can I say, “I built a church” when he has designed and created the majestic mountains and the beautiful seascapes? Can I say, “I got a degree from the university” to the one who established all the laws of nature and physics? Can I say, “I gave up my comfort” when God sacrificed His Son for our salvation? No, there really isn’t much to say beyond “Lord have mercy” and truly believe that only through His mercy we live, function as priests and love to the extent we do.

The Next Step in Commemoration: Help Stop a Genocide Today

The following is a transcript of commentary made during the “Next Step with Fr. Vazken” podcast, on February 3, 2011 (#139) Listen at – https://epostle.net/archives_season6.html#139

A couple of days ago I had the opportunity to be at an event organized by Jewish World Watch as they honored one of their founding members, Janice Reznik. This gave me a chance to pause in our busy schedule and contemplate the work we’re doing at In His Shoes Ministries, especially in regard to the Genocide taking place in Darfur.

I know we have all been shaken by what is happening in Egypt this week as well as the turmoil throughout the world. Of course, we realize that this is the news and the message that the media decides to bring into our homes. In fact, we must make an effort to remember that. The other day they were talking about Charlie Sheen. Here’s a guy who’s abusing drugs, living life on the edge, wasting away in front of the world. And why is he important? I mean, why is this man’s life being thrown in front of our faces? Because, we are told, he is the most popular actor in TV sitcoms today. Because he is the top paid actor on TV today. That’s it. That’s the reason why his life is more important to the media than the guy on the street who’s shooting himself up with heroin or other street drugs. Charlie Sheen’s life is important to follow and report as news because he’s making millions of dollars. In fact, just this morning there was a news article that his parents were petitioning the court to take over his estate so that his money cannot be squandered on drugs and reckless living. Got it? They need to save the money.  Again, why is he important? Why are we talking about it? Because the media has decided to report this news. The media has decided that this guy is more important than all the others. In fact, there are millions – let’s say thousands, or let’s say that there only two others – that will never get the attention. And it’s those little guys that I’m concerned about. They also need to be noticed.

Many times I sadly contemplate the loss of children in these terms too. For instance, every year we hold the Cathia Hamparian Children’s Memorial at our church. For the last 15 years as part of our In His Shoes programming we commemorate the loss of these young lives. We add the names of children on a list only wishing that its growth would one day end. We remember the names of children that we knew and along with them I always remember the forgotten children of war and genocide. Every day there are children being killed in Iraq, Afghanistan and in our streets, but they are remembered as statistics, not by name. These children are taken away from parents and we call that the “casualties of war,” or perhaps the “byproduct of war.”
You see, there are different rules for war. Somehow it’s alright for children to die in war. But when someone dies on the streets because of an accident or before their time because of illness, we mourn them greatly because these are “horrible” and “terrible” events. Yet, bombing villages and children dying in a war is considered as part of the rules. These children died just because there was a war. Try to explain that word “just” to a parent in the war zone. But we don’t need to, because those stories don’t come to us up front and person. The media decides what news, what information, comes into our lives and what information we will consume.

Right now we’re focusing on Egypt, the unrest, the upheaval and the call for the president to step down. This is the story that the media has decided we will hear and consume right now. Of course there is so much more happening in the world that the media does not report. That news, it is up to us to find and explore. In particular I’m talking about Darfur.

Just today there was more bombing taking place in Darfur. You won’t hear this on mainstream media, probably because one crisis in Africa is enough, it fills the quota. I remember a few years ago, when In His Shoes was recognizing Gabriel Stauring as its “Man of the Year” in an attempt to bring attention to Darfur, we called the LA Times for coverage. We were told in no uncertain terms that the editor had deemed it was enough that they had covered Gabriel’s work in Darfur nine months earlier. That’s it. There was no need to cover it any more. And believe it or not, today there are children dying in Darfur because of genocide and the media doesn’t feel a need to cover it because, well frankly, one story out of Africa is enough and too many might jeopardize advertising dollars.

Now, let’s back up. Darfur is this area that is undergoing genocide. Not suicide, where someone kills him or her self. Not homicide, where someone kills another person. It’s not even an act of war, where you can say “OK, there is some collateral damage – casualties on the side.” No, we’re talking about Genocide: A systematic program of annihilation of a group of people. This government sanctioned.

Between 1915 to 1922 there was a systematic annihilation of the Armenian people ordered by the Ottoman Turkish government. We saw this government-ordered and sanctioned systematic murder and destruction again in the Holocaust, later in Cambodia, in Bosnia and in Rwanda. An organized effort to do away with the gene-pool: Gen-o-cide.  And it’s happening again. Right now. It’s happening in Darfur.

Sadly, Darfur is forgotten. Especial today, when the one-tragedy-in-Africa-is-enough mentality dictates assignments handed out for newsgathering. Who cares about the small places? When we have large Egypt who cares about small Darfur? Last night ABC correspondent Christiana Amanpour was reporting when someone threw a rock at her.  That was all over the news – countless reports that crossed over the networks. Everyone was reporting it. Someone else threw a punch at CNN correspondent Anderson Cooper.  It’s been all over the news. Yet, every single day there are people dying on the streets that will never be known to us. They are being killed in Darfur and no one is covering it.

Now why am I so hot about this issue? Well, because in 1915 the same thing happened to the Armenian people and no one seemed to care. The Armenian Genocide was hidden because the world’s attention was focused elsewhere. As the annihilation of the Armenian people was taking place, as the systematic slaughter of people was in progress, the world was focusing in on the bigger calamities. And in fact, World War I was unfolding. People were focusing on the large scale destructions all around them, while not noticing the “little” events such as the destruction of the Armenian nation in the act of Genocide. Who cares about the Armenians?

I can’t sit by and watch that same chain of events happen to another group of people, because it does not fit into my model of life. What good is it, if I’m going to “commemorate” a genocide from the past and turn my head to a genocide taking place today? Make no mistake about it people throughout the world will commemorate April 24 as the start of the Armenian Genocide and they will commemorate it with speeches, threats (to the Turks and their allies) and the throwing of rhetoric ad nauseam but not even throw a glance to the reality of genocide taking place in Darfur. How can you reconcile those two reactions with one another? How can anyone commemorate such a vulgar action as genocide from the past and miss the opportunity to act on that same horrendous act today? Push it further. We’re Christian, right? How do you reconcile the action of praising God while children are being slaughtered?

Interestingly enough, at the Jewish World Watch event Rabbi Schulweis, who is one of the founders of the organization, addressed the gathered audience. He began his comments with a simple explanation of why they started Jewish World Watch. He said, during the Holocaust we asked “Where is God?” Where was the clergy? Where was the Church? He continued by turning the question on himself. In years to come, he said, I don’t want my children and my grandchildren asking where were the rabbis when the Genocide in Darfur took place?

When I heard him say this I was relieved to hear someone else echoing the same sentiments we’ve been teaching through In His Shoes Ministries. Because it means nothing to say we were “The first Christian Nation.”* Really. It means absolutely nothing. No, you and I weren’t part of the first Christian nation. You and I were not the first people who accepted Christianity.  That was 2000 years ago. Someone was brave enough to stand up and say he or she was going to follow the teachings of Jesus Christ no matter what the consequences. That’s not you or me. Rather, it was people who had courage and a lot of faith.  Remember the story of the Jews in the Bible who took pride in their past while ignoring their present spiritual condition? They came up to Jesus and said, “We have Abraham as our father.” Big deal! Jesus told them, “Out of these stones God can raise up children of Abraham!” (Matthew 3:9) Essentially Jesus switched their focus. What’s the big deal about being a child of Abraham? So what? What’s the big deal about being part of the first Christian nation, if you are the first people to forget and deny your Christianity? What good is all your praise and talk if you’re the first person to not walk the walk of Christ?

Last century, for some reason that escapes me, we Armenians would give some self-importance to the fact that “we” were the victims of the First Genocide of the 20th Century. Who was? I was? You were? Bigger than that – today Darfur is the venue of the First Genocide of the 21st Century! The only way to view the 20th Century genocide means we have to do something about the genocide of the 21st Century. In other words,  so what you were the first victims of 20th Century genocide, what are you doing about the first genocide of the 21st Century?

I am saddened, that the Church – Christ’s Sacred Body – and in particular the Armenian Church has closed its mind, it has closed its doors to what is happening out there. Instead of leading the people with the Victory taught and experienced by Christ, the Church t is following the same model of victimization that has been handed down through the years. The Church, yes that Body endowed with the power to create new realities is stuck in the same old holding-pattern: Commemorate genocide and close your eyes to what is going on around you. And I can’t do that. I can’t live with myself knowing that genocide is taking place, knowing that the same heinous crimes that were committed against my grandparents back in 1915 are being committed against these children of God. The world has closed its eyes, its ears and its mouth to it. Yes, see no evil, hear no evil and speak no evil. I’m sure you’ve seen pictures of those three monkeys with their hands over their eyes, ears and mouth. The three monkeys! And I refuse to be a monkey. I refuse to de-evolve!
We must talk about evolution, about evolving as a species so that there cannot be genocide in future generations. Evolving means moving forward to a point where genocide doesn’t exist, where war is obsolete and we work together as human beings.

What are we striving for? What is the purpose of life? What is the purpose of religion? So that I can claim that my religion is better than yours? So I can claim that I’m going to heaven and you’re not? Woohoo! Unfortunately, this is what we’ve brought it down to. Do you ever wonder why religion is looked down upon? Because we have minimized it to this type of nonsense. It is sinful. It is the sin of arrogance and sadly the Armenian Church is guilty of that same sin. We say, hey look at us! We’ve got golden chandeliers and shiny crosses. We’ve got the towers that reach up to heaven. But you open the doors and there is nothing inside.
This morning I got a call from one of my parishioners. She was excited because one of the dioceses had issued an app for the iPhone. Imagine that, you can get the diocese on your iPhone now! Weeee!!!  But when she went to use the app there was nothing there! The usual press releases are unavoidable – touting meetings with politicians, rich people being recognized and announcements about dinner dances. But, the Body of Christ in action?  Press the app and there’s nothing there.

Today in a world where Egypt is unfolding, where the Middle East is exploding, where Darfur is crying genocide, where in our own backyardswe have issues of violence – people shooting at their senators, where we care more about actors and their drug addictions than the drugs being passed on to our kids in the street, where we care about Superbowl winnings rather than the disappearing Middle Class, where people are on the streets of America hungry and destitute, what direction is the Church providing? What content are they putting into those apps? Are they challenging you to step up to responsibility to spread love and bring peace, or are they telling you about the church that was built? Or which parish council was favored by the bishop? Or which politician sat at a mass? (Remember to mention that the politician – Armenian or not – held a candle with us and not mention that he didn’t understand a word of the ceremony.)

It’s over. This is why I teach Armodoxy. I’m not telling you about the Armenian Church. Rather I want us to look at the Faith of the Armenian Church? What was the Faith that kept people living? It wasn’t about buildings. It wasn’t about empty apps. It is about the fullness of Christ. When I speak of Armodoxy I’m looking at a Faith that was founded by Jesus Christ from the foundation of the Universe and has arrived to us 2000 years later. It is a Faith that has been witnessed to us by the Gospels. It is a Faith that has been witnessed to us by the teachings of the patriarchs and matriarchs through their writings and exemplary lives. It is a Faith that has been nourished and cultivated through the prayers of countless followers throughout the centuries. This Faith has arrived to us today because it has been witnessed to by the reality of life! That reality has one simple message: Despite all of our crucifixions there is a Resurrection. That Resurrection is the only thing that can combat the darkest darkness and evilest evil in the world. And so the dream is there – we will live in a world where one day Genocide is no more. It will be a thing of the past. We will live in a world where  war is an obsolete method of resolving our problems because the power of peace, the power of love and the power of LIFE is more powerful than all the evil in this year.

Now this year we have a unique opportunity to be a witness to the power of Good. This year, April 24 – the darkest day in modern human history, the date on which the Armenian Genocide began – happens to coincide with the brightest day of the Universe. Yes, I’m talking about Easter – the Resurrection! It will take place on April 24. Think about it: the dark and the light. The sun and the snow. Death and life!

This year Easter Sunday is on April 24 and I cannot and will not sit there and say let’s commemorate the past when things are taking place today!  We have no right to do that. And if it means we’re out of the church, then so be it.  If so, then the Church isn’t living. We need to stand up as Armenian Christians. We must stand up as people of Faith, who have the Light of Jesus Christ as the Beacon that guides us, to say that the real Church is a church that cares. Its hands are extended to help because it is the Body of Christ! And the Body of Christ cannot just sit back, relax and watch as people die. The Body of Christ cannot kick-back and enjoy the sunshine, while people are being bombed and persecuted day-in and day-out.

In His Shoes is calling for a Rally for Darfur. It’s going to be on March 6 at Griffith Park in Los Angeles. It will be an opportunity for us to come together and heighten awareness for Darfur. I ask that you check with us daily on the In His Shoes website www.InHisShoes.org, Facebook or Twitter for updates during the next few day. The situation in Darfur is so grave and I’m truly disgusted when people in the Christian world close their ears to the cries of the people. These people are de-evolving and becoming one of the monkeys who sees no evil, hears no evil and speaks no evil. They’re looking for a comfort zone that is not part of the Christian expression of Faith. Remember, Christ said, “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me.” He doesn’t say pick up some daisy and look how pretty the pedals are. No, he talks about taking on the cross because the Christian is called to a life of sacrifice for others. In fact, Jesus goes further and says, “Whoever does not carry their cross and follow me cannot be my disciple.” (Luke 9:23 & 14:27) Pick up the cross. That cross is calling us.

March 6, we have a Rally for Darfur. It’s to heighten awareness for the Genocide taking place. We want you to join in. And we’re also kicking off a period building up to April 24, Easter Sunday. We in the church call this Great Lent. But for all practical purposes, it’s a period of time to change our emphasis from the past to the present. Because on April 24 we’re going to be looking at Resurrection. We don’t need the media or anyone else for that matter to tell us what to look at or what is important. We will focus on the greatest news story of all time. We will take a look at the power of good and the power of Love and how that power brings change and lasting peace.  So please follow us on our website www.InHisShoes.org and on our broadcasts at www.ePostle.net to follow the call to action.

As I look at the pictures coming out of Darfur, I remember myself in Rwanda a few years back. I’m looking at the people there and seeing my grandparents. The stories that came out of the Rwandan Genocide paralleled the story of the Armenians remarkably. (See notes at http://dervaz.blogspot.com) And so, in looking at the Rwandans, I saw my grandparent – young, afraid but ready for the challenge of life before them. That time in Rwanda I truly became colorblind. I realized that all the divisions we have in life are of our own making. What are we doing in this world? We are all children of God. For God, every war is a civil-war, because there is only one planet and we all belong to Him.

For right now, make your prayer for Darfur. See how you can plug in. Ask how you can be an agent of change. Join us at the rally on March 6. Join us throughout the Lenten season for all of our programs. Join us for a Fast for Darfur on April 22 and 23. We want people throughout the world to participate in this Fast. We already have a commitment from students in Armenia and Syria, in London and in Canada. We’re asking for a commitment to care for others through the simple act of praying and fasting.

Pray and move to action. Join us.

Fr. Vazken Movsesian
In His Shoes
Armenian Church Youth Ministries Center
Glendale, California, USA

*This is in reference to the fact that in 301AD, Armenia became the first nation to accept Christianity as a state religion.

Sentencing a Killer

 

Sitting in the hallway at the Superior Court in Pasadena. Can’t say I’ve been waiting here since 2008, but I know some members of our group have. The nervousness is measurable. I sat down on the bench because my pacing up and down the hallway was betraying a loss of control on my part. I couldn’t lose it here. Too many others had more memories that were surfacing. They were looking for assurance at this shaky moment. You are representing stability. You’re representing the Armenian Church.

Yvette Hakopian, my church neighbor, was found in a pool of blood on May 30, 2008. The killer was caught. Last year, to the date, we gathered at this same courtroom. The defendant was supposed to stand before the judge and enter a plea of no-contest. I flashed back to a year ago; my association with the Hakopian family was a year younger. The defendant came into the court and took another stab at the family. He ‘changed his mind’ and decided to enter a plea of innocence. We left the courtroom that day, double assaulted. Yvette was gone and now the killer seemed to escape justice.

Would today be a replay of last year? It was the in back of all of our minds, despite the call from the D.A. She insisted that he was going to enter a plea of no-contest today and the judge would sentence him.

Life flashes by at moments like this. Born in America. Graduate of USC. Serving immigrant communities. Trying to make sense out of the United States for these confused people. (Someone, quietly whispering, just instructed me, “If this was back in Iran, they would have already punished and killed this guy.”) You’re a priest. Remember? Yours is a spiritual mission. What are you doing with law, murder and physical inconvenience? John Lennon was shot 30 years ago this week. And? His killer sits a prison cell and the music he would have created, we’ll never know. And my grandmother? My grandparents? Their lives SHATTERED by Genocide. Regroup/rebuild. Justice? And the Turks thumb their nose at the victims and the world.

Life flashes by in your head and then you catch yourself. You remember, you’re here because good is more powerful than evil. You remember that hatred – even murder – cannot kill love. You remember the power of love.

They call us into the courtroom. It’s our turn. The killer is brought into the courtroom shackled, hands cuffed in the back. He looks around the court but drops his head for the sentencing. The judge tells the court that he’s pleaded no-contest. Relief. It’s over. The family won’t have to relive the nightmare brought to them by the pictures and testimonies.

Yvette’s brother addressed the court. He expressed the rage and pain of the family. It was tear-jerker and a necessary statement to be made. Then they gave me a chance to address the court.

The judge sentenced the killer to 15 years to life. In the judge’s tone, and later in a off-line conversation with the D.A., it was obvious that he would finish his life behind bars.

You think back on the life. Life has not come back. We call this justice.

My statement to the court:

Your Honor,

I thank you for this opportunity to address the court. I am Fr. Vazken Movsesian, the parish priest of the Armenian Church directly across the street from Yvette Hakopian’s house. Yvette was a parishioner at my church – coming most every Sunday in the early hours to light a candle and offer a prayer. She was unsuspecting, kind to a fault and a spiritually awake young lady. She would never flaunt her faith but practiced it quietly and in humility.

The pictures of that fateful day of Yvette’s murder will forever be etched in our minds. It was the day that tore out a large chunk of the Hakopian’s life and has left a huge void in our neighborhood.

The months, and now years since her murder have passed by slowly. During this time I’ve had a chance to watch Yvette’s father Sako, her mother Rpsik (who could not be here today because of the trauma she has experience), her brother Edwin try to make sense of the senselessness of this crime. I’ve met with them as they try to understand how such utter force and brutality could be shown to their little angel Yvette. Needless to say, they search for answers and find none.

I am here today merely to remind the court and all those listening, that the victims of these crimes are much-much more than the murdered innocent, much more than the family and friends who grieve and suffer the loss. There are neighborhoods and communities that are ravaged by these actions. There are communities of caring individuals that have been touched by this life cut short and now have to pick up the pieces and try to find order again.

Your honor, the people you see here, filling this courtroom, Yvette’s family and extended family, all came to this great country, to the United States of America with the same dream everyone has: to seek a better life for themselves and their posterity. That dream is guaranteed us by the Constitution of these United States and I’m making this statement today to make sure that THIS DREAM does not end for these people, with this cold blooded killing. I am here also to testify to the power of the good. In the end, we will not let evil claim a victory. Our church community, with the help of God, has been working with the Hakopian family in this process of healing. Through prayers and programs, we will keep Yvette’s memory alive and be there as a resource and haven for women who face violence and abuse. For instance, right now we are gathering toys for children who have escaped domestic violence and abuse and will wake up Christmas morning in LA County shelters. When these women and children are helped, we will be certain that from the tragedy of Yvette’s murder, gestures of love and compassion will be keeping Yvette’s memory alive and fresh in new generations.

Thank you,

Fr. Vazken Movsesian

10 December 2010

Photo Caption: Mr. & Mrs. Hakopian initiate the Yvette Hakopian Toy Drive for children of domestic violence, benefiting the Los Angeles County Shelters. An annual event at the St. Peter Armenian Church Youth Ministries’ Center in Glendale

 

Thanksgiving Prayer

A prayer of Thanksgiving offered at our Vesper service. I offer it here today as a guide for Thanksgiving. Hear more on our weekly podcast – episode #129 of the “Next Step” at https://epostle.net

Priest: Heavenly Father we thank you for the blessings of each day and especially this one. We thank you for all the wonders around us – both those we touch as well as those we feel, sometimes with our hands, sometimes with our hearts and sometimes with our soul.

We thank you for the food which gives us our physical strength, and even more for the living food which fills our souls and spirits. We thank you that you did not forget us, your creation, but in your love as our creator, you sent your only-begotten Son so that we may have life and have it abundantly.

We thank you for the material blessings, this great country and all of its workings. We thank you for our families and friends, for the fellowship that we share with one another here at church, for the love you have placed in our hearts and our willingness to reach out to other.

Look upon us in your mercy and keep the spirit of Thanksgiving in our lives every day, so that we may be inspired to reach out to those in need and share the wealth you have so abundantly blessed us with. May we reach out with the greatest of these gifts, your Love, to touch the hatred, the wars, the poverty and other evils and show the power of good over evil. Use us, O Lord, as the instruments that usher in Your Kingdom.

In all things, may our words and actions reflect the glory, praise and honor that are due you, Father Almighty, along with your Son, Jesus Christ and the life-giving Holy Spirit, now and always, Amen.

Tweets from the Consecration of St. Ghevont Armenian Cathedral

Tweets from the Consecration of the St. Leon Armenian Cathedral September 11
These were sent via Twitter and archived here

• His Holiness accepts ecumenical guests at diocesan hq. Saturday, September 11, 2010 1:51:43 PM
• Vesting the clergy. A sea of red and purple. Saturday, September 11, 2010 2:09:46 PM
• Emotionally charged. Miuron on altar. HH Karegin blesses – first of many. Saturday, September 11, 2010 3:16:20 PM
• Washing altar w wine and water. Saturday, September 11, 2010 3:18:26 PM
• Vehapar dripping holy miuron on altar. Immaterial dove unexaminable. Saturday, September 11, 2010 3:23:36 PM
• Vehapar blesses the top of altar of ‘mother church of Los Angeles.’ 3:26 PM Sep 11th
• 1st four- the pillars which hold up the church – in the name of Evangelists Matthew Mark Luke and John. 3:45 PM Sep 11th
• Primates of East and West Abp. Khajag and Ab. Hovnan blessed the four dome pillars. 3:48 PM Sep 11th
• 12 more pillars named for apostles peter, andrew, phillip, mattias, thaddeus, james a, james z, simon bartholomew, paul, gregory illuminator 3:57 PM Sep 11th
• Miuron has transforming power. Stone structure becomes a living church. 4:04 PM Sep 11th
• HH Karekin II names the church St. Ghevontiantz (Leon) w blessing 4:07 PM Sep 11th
• Blessing now a cross stone in memory of 911 innocent victims. 4:22 PM Sep 11th
• Miuron is renewing. September 11 now a msg of love over evil. 4:25 PM Sep 11th
• H E Abp Hovnan offers prayer closing ceremony. Now offers msg. 4:27 PM Sep 11th
• Greek Primate offers congratulations on behalf of all ecumenical guests – Greek, Copt, Roman Catholic, Episcopal, Lutheran among them. 4:41 PM Sep 11th
• Vehapar reflecting and giving message to faithful. Tying to Feast of Holy Cross. Christ’s cross has been way of our salvation. 5:01 PM Sep 11th
• Asks that we not wear cross as ornament but accept it as st. Paul tells us- the power of God. 5:08 PM Sep 11th
• Picking up cross means taking on responsibility toward people. Cross is not heavy when its cross of Christ. 5:10 PM Sep 11th
• Remembring former Primates and commending Abp. Hovnan for completing. To Abp. Vatche for having vision. And to everyone … 5:12 PM Sep 11th
• Vehapar brings and presents altar cross w wish for protection to Srpazan 5:17 PM Sep 11th
• Final blessing and recess 5:21 PM Sep 11th
• Doves released! 5:24 PM Sep 11th

Additional Tweets at various times that weekend
• So begins visit of HH Karekin II to our diocese. Friday, September 10, 2010 8:17:45 PM
• Looking great. Charism plus. Captures the wave. Friday, September 10, 2010 8:19:50 PM
• We’re at welcoming dinner. Sitting w Abp. Khajag and Bp. Arakel – Gotayk diocese. Friday, September 10, 2010 8:20:59 PM
• Fr. Ktrij – coming off the holy mountain brings the energy across the globe. Friday, September 10, 2010 8:23:36 PM
• Iraqi primate speaking Arabic. Syrian primate singing Sayat Nova. Very musical and international evening. Friday, September 10, 2010 9:06:50 PM
• Vehapar talking. Reflecting how he came 2 yrs ago to bless foundation, now consecrating 2 yrs later. Credit to the primate and people wh … Friday, September 10, 2010 10:09:26 PM
• Credits agbu which puts love toward church and clergy in the heart of the people. Friday, September 10, 2010 10:12:58 PM
• Catholicos dedicating Iranahye Center. Low level crowd. Saturday, September 11, 2010 10:35:25 AM
• Mixing it up now – politicians getting into the act. What’s that word arajnort? Why don’t they let it be? Freud knew it. Saturday, September 11, 2010 11:08:59 AM
• Come to hear a blessing, still getting fillers that don’t count as extras. Did we need another reminder that Armenia was 1st Xian Nation? Saturday, September 11, 2010 11:25:18 AM
• Remembrance of 911 nicely tied in by H.E. Abp. Hovnan. Saturday, September 11, 2010 11:33:16 AM
• HH blesses this home by sign of cross, gospel and in the name of the Father Son and
• Holy Spirit. Saturday, September 11, 2010 11:48:44 AM
• Remembers the innocent victims of 911. Thankful for hospitality of USA. And glad Armenians are productive in this land ref: faith and love. Saturday, September 11, 2010 11:55:54 AM

K*I*S*S*

Isn’t the whole message of Christianity based on the premise that God became man, to understand and feel the pain of His creation? In other words, to walk in his shoes! Or even more plainly, He simplified His status! Right? From Cosmic Creator, He became Jesus.

So why do we complicate things with religion? Why don’t we just follow the model and keep it simple? Instead, I try to sit through sermons and Bible Studies that have no connection to reality. They tell me about myths, about ancient heroes, laws and rules, about forces that are vying for my attention and ultimately my soul. They then bring it down to a final play-off – a decision between Heaven and Hell.

What happened to the God that cared so much for His Creation that He gave His Only Son so that we may be saved? What happened to the Essential Message: Love God, Love One another?

It’s really simple: Love. That’s it. From there EVERYTHING else falls into place. From Love we get Peace, we find God, we respect one another, we understand why giving is more blessed than receiving, we have harmony of mind, body and soul, and therefore individual, community and world.

“Victory” with Gor Mkhitarian

On July 9, 2010, I had a chance to play guitar with R&B musician/folk singer Gor Mkhitarian at the Levitt Pavilion, Pasadena. This video is a graphic explanation of Armodoxy. And yes, the duduk you hear is being played on an iPhone – iDuduk app.

Thanks Gor!

Song: Victory by Gor Mhitarian
“Spirit” album (Order at InHisShoes.org)

Dad’s Tears on Veterans’ Day

Few things made my father cry, and Sarkis was one of those.

Sarkis is forever-20 in my head. He was killed in Viet Nam on a day that I cannot forget. That day was one of renewal for the Armenians living in Los Angeles. It was the Summer of 1970 and for the first time, a group of dancers and musicians had journeyed from Armenia to fill our hearts and souls with the ancient culture. We were at the Wilshire Ebell Theater (Los Angeles) and it was a crowd akin to a rock concert today, with their enthusiasm and joy. I think it was Levon Gasoyan dancing Zourni Dringi or perhaps the Shepherd’s dance, when he demonstrated his acrobatic coordination, set to an Armenian tune and beat. It was the same dance I had seen Sarkis perform many times before his deployment to the war. Sarkis danced in the Jora Markarian Ensemble with my parents at the time.

That afternoon in the Ebell theater Sarkis’ father loudly applauding and cheering the Armenian dancer, probably remembering his son as he watched this demonstration from the homeland. It was on that day, later, that we found out that Sarkis had died in a grenade attack.

The details didn’t matter to my dad. He’d never really talk about it to us, his kids. But we would see the pain in his eyes.

A couple of times a year, we would go to honor our family dead at the Inglewood Park Cemetery. Both my grandfathers’ graves are at this cemetery and later, my grandmothers would be buried there as well. There was a ritual we’d go through – purchasing flowers at the cemetery florist, driving to the grave, searching the park trying to find the tombstones. We’d find one grandpa, clean the grave, place the flowers in the metal cup, say a prayer and listen while grandma would remember her husband. Then packing everyone in the car, we’d head over to the other grandpa’s grave. Same gestures of grave-cleaning, placing flowers, offering prayers, while the other grandma would have her turn to reflect here.

Before 1970, that was the end of the ritual. But things changed after Sarkis’ death. My dad would stop the car at Sarkis’ grave just before we left the park. We didn’t understand it quite well – after all, this dead person didn’t belong to us, why clean the grave? Place flowers? Offer a prayer? But dad had the keys to the car and he made the decisions. So we made this stop. There we would offer the same formula-prayer, but no grandma to talk, instead we’d see my dad cry. It was a silent witness to the big injustice of war. He couldn’t reconcile the notion of a young life being gone for a war no one understood. He’d shake his head. One time, I vaguely remember him saying something like “the grandpas died when they were old. There was no reason for Sarkis to die.”

We didn’t realize that there was more to my dad’s tears than Sarkis’ loss until many years later. It was at a local parade, when a group of soldiers and veteran’s marched by that my sister told me dad was crying away. He’d swell up with emotions over the loss of life during war.

My turn came at my dad’s funeral. I remember making it fairly well through the speeches and services both in the church and at the gravesite. But at the end of the service, when they removed old glory from the top of my dad’s casket, folded it and handed it to our mom, I lost it. They presented it to her saying, “This is for your husband’s service to his country.” My dad served as a medic in the Army during the Korean War. He never talked about it. He just was proud to be an American, understood the sacrifice to stay American and hurt that some people never had a chance to enjoy the fruits of their labor and sacrifice.

I know it was more than Sarkis that made him cry. It was the price of freedom. It was the nonsense of war. It was the injustice of the pick –the poor and naïve fought the wars brought about by the rich and educated.

This morning I heard that Obama was going to go through the Veteran’s Day ritual of placing a wreath at the tomb of the Unknown Soldiers. The newscaster may or may not have taken a breath before reporting the next story that Obama would then meet with his “war council” to deliberate about the Afghanistan war and US options. Today is Veteran’s Day. We honor the Veterans of all wars. Formerly it was called “Armistice Day” marking the end of the First World War. Either way, it’s connected to something for which we need to find a solution for the sake of our tears, for the sake of our lives.